a love letter to the year that held me, to the sunset skies that reminded me the day didn’t have to end in darkness, to the belly laughs that saved entire weeks, to the nights i held myself through disappointment, to the deep breaths i took before answering, and the boundaries i set with hands that were still shaking. to the 2am tears that finally had space to fall, to the texts i typed and deleted and typed again, to the moments that brought me to my knees before they brough